<?xml version="1.0" encoding="utf-8"?><feed xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" ><generator uri="https://jekyllrb.com/" version="3.9.5">Jekyll</generator><link href="https://bluescreen.ing/feed.xml" rel="self" type="application/atom+xml" /><link href="https://bluescreen.ing/" rel="alternate" type="text/html" /><updated>2026-08-14T17:14:59+00:00</updated><id>https://bluescreen.ing/feed.xml</id><title type="html">bluescreening</title><subtitle>Unwarranted opinions about everything under the sun since 2022.</subtitle><author><name>blue</name></author><entry><title type="html">Ignorance, Denial and Complacency in Never Let Me Go by Kazuo Ishiguro</title><link href="https://bluescreen.ing/reviews/2026/08/14/never-let-me-go/" rel="alternate" type="text/html" title="Ignorance, Denial and Complacency in Never Let Me Go by Kazuo Ishiguro" /><published>2026-08-14T00:00:00+00:00</published><updated>2026-08-14T00:00:00+00:00</updated><id>https://bluescreen.ing/reviews/2026/08/14/never-let-me-go</id><content type="html" xml:base="https://bluescreen.ing/reviews/2026/08/14/never-let-me-go/"><![CDATA[<p>The other day, I was visiting my girlfriend on the other side of the country. My return journey was to be a three-hour-long affair in 38 degree heat, so I decided to pick up an equally miserable book to occupy myself. At the suggestion of her sisters, who had studied it for their GCSEs, I chose <em>Never Let Me Go</em> by Kazuo Ishiguro, which they described as “harrowing” and “disturbing” - perfect! I had the privilege of going in completely blind. I recommend that everyone else do the same. Rest assured that it’s a worthwhile and even essential read. There will be spoilers from now!</p>

<p>For those who haven’t read this book in a while, here’s a recap. Our narrator is Kathy H., a 31-year-old English woman who was once a student at an elite boarding school called Hailsham with her friends Ruth and Tommy. All students at Hailsham are actually clones, created so that once they are grown, their organs can be ‘donated’ to cure basically any ailment. Miss Emily, the headmistress at Hailsham, created the facility as a more humane alternative to the barebones conditions clones are usually raised in. At Hailsham, the students live relatively normal lives, and spend their time creating art to be displayed across the country, helping convince normal people that clones are real people with souls and therefore deserve better lives. After their time there, the students move to halfway houses where they are trained to care for clones who have already started their donations, before they eventually become donors themselves. Kathy has been a carer for a very long time and has overseen the deaths of both Ruth and Tommy. She only has a couple of months left before the start of her own donations. The novel involves her reminiscing about her short life and her relationships with Ruth and Tommy as they follow the path that was predetermined for them.<img src="/assets/images/blog-pics/never-let-me-go.jpg" alt="Cover of Never Let Me Go." /></p>

<p>The thing that sets this apart from other dystopias was that at no point during the novel does anybody try to meaningfully change the status quo. Well, that’s not quite true - there are several small perturbations, which I will discuss in due course - but fundamentally, nobody goes “hey, we should stop raising obviously sentient children so we can harvest their body parts”, or even “we should work on non-murder alternatives so we can eventually stop killing these people”. Obviously, we are disconnected from the wider political discussion around the donation programme, but within the scope of Kathy’s story, everyone takes the fact that she will die young and donate her organs as a fact of the universe. To me, this was the most disturbing part of the whole book, because it is frighteningly similar to the way that people act about real-world atrocities, ranging from conflicts to climate change. Think about how many people still shop at Primark despite knowing about the sweatshop conditions that enable their low prices, for example. Sure, many people can’t afford many clothes at all unless they shop at Primark, just as thousands of people in the <em>Never Let Me Go</em> universe would be dead if not for the donor programme. But we can all agree that both sweatshops and clone murder are morally wrong. I acknowledge that average people can’t do much to prevent any given atrocity - we all live extremely busy lives, and try to help where we can, but we hold limited power. However, there are numerous characters in the novel who could make a change. They fail to act for numerous reasons, and as such, the status quo is maintained.</p>

<p>The most obvious non-actors are Kathy and her compatriots. Kathy is no Katniss, of course - she’s naturally shy and bows easily to authority. Ruth and Tommy, though, are made of sterner stuff; Ruth constantly acts to improve her own circumstances and Tommy sees the cracks in Hailsham’s system from a very young age. At the end of the day, it’s their naïveté that prevents them from trying to change things, and that naïveté is the fault of Hailsham. They do have some awareness of their impending fates, but they are intentionally given very little time to consider it and have incomplete information on pretty much every aspect of the process. The whole plot of the book revolves around Ruth’s final attempt to prod her friends into action - convincing them to try and get a deferral - but this, too, is the result of false information, and even if it succeeded it would only delay their murders, not avert them. As Kathy says, Ruth is a believer, and given that she has nothing to believe in but the system it makes sense that she would only try to grab power within it. Tommy is more capable of putting together the whole story, but it goes to show how sheltered the children were that he wasn’t able to fully break out of the way of thinking Hailsham intended for him. Finding out what was really going on at the end of the story seemed like it may have spurred him into action, but by that point he was far too sick to do anything about it. Meanwhile, Kathy clings desperately to her memories of Hailsham and the life she knows. She resists change. Her predetermined future is terrifying enough - anything else would surely be worse.</p>

<p>None of the clones even consider escape as a possibility. There doesn’t appear to be anything stopping them beside their lack of education - they simply don’t know that there was once a world where they would not have been killed for their organs, or that there could be places they could go where they could live a normal life. Miss Lucy deserves credit as the only character that recognises this and tries to change it, but she is quickly removed from Hailsham to prevent the children from becoming <em>too</em> well-educated. Clones are kept separate from people who may aid them, even when they live a relatively free life as carers - they only interact with their donors, and are so busy that they don’t have time to form relationships with anyone else. It takes a certain amount of education for an oppressed people to be aware that there is an alternative, and that therefore there could be change. Similarly, a normal person could go their entire life without meeting a clone, and therefore would believe whatever they are told about them. It’s possible that the clones are even subtly told that most people are repulsed by them to prevent them from talking to others. It comforts me to think that somewhere in Kathy’s Britain, a campaign group may be desperately trying to end the donation programme and free the clones. But if there is one, Kathy isn’t aware of it. I suppose this is a further reminder that activism should always include the people you are trying to support - otherwise the whole endeavour is pointless, and you are giving hope to nobody.</p>

<p>Hailsham is presented (by Miss Emily at least) as a revolutionary activist scheme, designed to change the donation programme for the better. On that matter she would be right, if Hailsham was intended as a stopgap rather than a permanent solution, but it is clear by the end of the novel that she has no intention to push for the end of programme. Instead, Hailsham acts to hamstring the clones, removing any possibility of them initiating their own change. I have already discussed how the lack of information on their situation prevents the clones rebelling or leaving. Furthermore, life at Hailsham is comfortable, and discomfort is necessary to prompt change. But I think the main way that Hailsham harms the students is by mollifying the public. It is implied that before Hailsham was built, there was significant discomfort about the way that clones were brought up, but afterwards the public was fine with it. Additionally, while Miss Emily claims that the students’ art was displayed to convince the public that they had souls, I think there is a more pragmatic use for it - to convince the public that the children were happy. I highly doubt that a large portion of people thought that the clones were somehow inhuman, and even if they did, I imagine there would be uproar if pigs, for example, were kept in similar conditions. But if the children are happy, creatively satisfied, and living good lives? Even making it to adulthood? It’s a lot easier for people to turn a blind eye, especially given that this was a positive change from before. Compromises and incremental changes can do more harm to a movement than good if they stall momentum and convince some people that the problem is solved.</p>

<p>There is no revolution in <em>Never Let Me Go</em> because the children do not know what revolution is and the public do not believe that revolution is necessary. At the very end of the novel, Kathy is perhaps the only person in the world with the means to make a change - she knows the whole truth (or close to it), and she is, for now, a free woman. But her career as a carer has exhausted her, and she finds herself ready if not to die, then to rest. As with all activist movements, the success of a struggle comes down to education, momentum and motivation. Over the course of the novel, Kathy becomes more educated at the cost of her motivation. Her momentum dies with her friends, and perhaps momentum on the public side of things never existed. So, in Kathy’s world and in ours, change does not come.</p>]]></content><author><name>blue</name></author><category term="Reviews" /><summary type="html"><![CDATA[The other day, I was visiting my girlfriend on the other side of the country. My return journey was to be a three-hour-long affair in 38 degree heat, so I decided to pick up an equally miserable book to occupy myself. At the suggestion of her sisters, who had studied it for their GCSEs, I chose Never Let Me Go by Kazuo Ishiguro, which they described as “harrowing” and “disturbing” - perfect! I had the privilege of going in completely blind. I recommend that everyone else do the same. Rest assured that it’s a worthwhile and even essential read. There will be spoilers from now!]]></summary></entry><entry><title type="html">Risk of Rain 2 or: How I learned to stop worrying and love the bungus</title><link href="https://bluescreen.ing/reviews/2026/08/03/risk-of-rain/" rel="alternate" type="text/html" title="Risk of Rain 2 or: How I learned to stop worrying and love the bungus" /><published>2026-08-03T00:00:00+00:00</published><updated>2026-08-03T00:00:00+00:00</updated><id>https://bluescreen.ing/reviews/2026/08/03/risk-of-rain</id><content type="html" xml:base="https://bluescreen.ing/reviews/2026/08/03/risk-of-rain/"><![CDATA[<p>My journey with Risk of Rain 2 was somewhat of a frog-boiling. I first encountered it in 2023, when my ex-girlfriend shoved her laptop in my direction on the floor of my student flat, and told me to see how long I could survive. I ran around aimlessly for a while. Perhaps I found a chest, I don’t remember, but I didn’t last long before getting bored and handing it off to someone else.<img src="/assets/images/blog-pics/risk-of-rain-1.jpg" alt="Risk of Rain 2 gameplay." /></p>

<p>Risk of Rain 2 is not an easy game to get into. You are (in most cases) a soldier, part of a rescue party for a missing spaceship that, unbeknownst to you, has no survivors. It isn’t long before this becomes a matter of your own survival. The game provides you with only one objective:</p>

<blockquote>
  <p>Find and activate the Teleporter.</p>
</blockquote>

<p>You are not told what the Teleporter is, or how to find it. The characters jog, aimless and bewildered, across the open plains of Stage 1. Their strange weapons are barely enough to deal with the sad beetles that hop around. They are slow. You cannot see their faces. I did not care much for Risk of Rain 2.</p>

<p>Luckily for me, my friends have much more patience for slow learning curves than I do. It wasn’t long before two more of them picked up the game. They studied physics and mathematics, and I think that gave them the kind of temperament the designers were aiming for. It wasn’t long before many of our hangouts as a group were characterised by a multiplayer run, and eventually I saw enough bright lights and fun colours to drop some money on my own copy and give it another go.</p>

<p>I can’t say that that was the perfect environment for one to learn Risk of Rain, but it did show me what’s possible, what I might be able to do with a little practice. One of my friends had already completed Eclipse 8 with most characters, and the gameplay loop mostly involved me running around the map, trying not to die while running between the places where he left me loot, constructing a build for me. I mostly played Commando because he’s closest to a normal third person shooter character. When I got my first ever really good proc build, it was like my third eye opened. I wanted to play for another three hours. I felt like I could fight the sun. Most importantly, I wanted to learn how to play the odds and find out how to consistently get amazing runs like that. And that was how it started.<img src="/assets/images/blog-pics/risk-of-rain-2.jpg" alt="Risk of Rain 2 gameplay." /></p>

<p>After a while, I worked out the core gameplay loop and what most of the items did, and was able to fend for myself a bit more in multiplayer games. I also started playing more single player - sticking on some YouTube in the background and seeing what I could do. I learned about visiting the Newt, pottered around in Void Fields, and even plucked up the courage to try some other characters. It took me a while to beat Mithrix for the first time, especially given I had none of the DLCs, but once I did, it was the final nail in the coffin of obsession. My girlfriend gave me the DLCs for Christmas last year, and since then I’ve been steadily working on 100%ing the game. This is not an easy feat for me - I am not good at games in general - but I’m having so much dang fun that I truly believe I’m going to do it. I’m up to over 430 hours now.</p>

<p>The design of the game is meticulous. For one thing, the low-poly art style is both beautiful and efficient, for when there are billions of particles on the screen. It’s charming. The music is truly exceptional and should be considered one of the greatest video game soundtracks of all time in my opinion. Each character teaches you about a new aspect of the game, a new way you could be playing, something you could improve upon, such that playing a variety of characters improves your performance in all of them. The items are largely designed well and allow you to essentially go for any build you like. The logbook adds an element of underappreciated charm and surprisingly deep lore to the whole experience. It’s an excellent game and I love it with my whole heart.</p>

<p>In summary, if you think you would hate Risk of Rain 2, you should play Risk of Rain 2.</p>]]></content><author><name>blue</name></author><category term="Reviews" /><summary type="html"><![CDATA[My journey with Risk of Rain 2 was somewhat of a frog-boiling. I first encountered it in 2023, when my ex-girlfriend shoved her laptop in my direction on the floor of my student flat, and told me to see how long I could survive. I ran around aimlessly for a while. Perhaps I found a chest, I don’t remember, but I didn’t last long before getting bored and handing it off to someone else.]]></summary></entry><entry><title type="html">My Cd Shelf</title><link href="https://bluescreen.ing/favourites/2026/07/31/my-cd-shelf/" rel="alternate" type="text/html" title="My Cd Shelf" /><published>2026-07-31T00:00:00+00:00</published><updated>2026-07-31T00:00:00+00:00</updated><id>https://bluescreen.ing/favourites/2026/07/31/my-cd-shelf</id><content type="html" xml:base="https://bluescreen.ing/favourites/2026/07/31/my-cd-shelf/"><![CDATA[<p>This is… exactly what it says on the tin. A list of all the CDs I own, in alphabetical order by artist, with a little description of why I own them. Maybe you will find some music you’ve never heard but love! Or maybe you think I’m stupid and possibly insane. Regardless, it is here. Enjoy.<img src="/assets/images/blog-pics/post-human.jpg" alt="Post Human: Survival Horror" /></p>

<p><em>10,000 Gecs</em> by 100 Gecs - Hyperpop/pop punk/ska - Got me through sixth form.</p>

<p><em>Licensed to Ill</em> by Beastie Boys - Rap rock/hip-hop - My mum had it. I don’t even like the album that much…</p>

<p><em>Atomic: The Very Best of Blondie</em> by Blondie - New wave - I am genetically predisposed to new wave.</p>

<p><em>Parklife</em> by Blur - Britpop - It fills me with a sense of enormous wellbeing.</p>

<p><em>Changesbowie</em> by David Bowie - Glam rock - I am not immune to David Bowie.</p>

<p><em>Post Human: Survival Horror</em> by Bring Me The Horizon - Alt metal/nu metal/industrial - Absolute killer headbanging material.</p>

<p><em>International Velvet</em> by Catatonia - Alt rock - Catatonia’s greatest album and a pandemic favourite.<img src="/assets/images/blog-pics/International_Velvet.jpg" alt="International Velvet" /></p>

<p><em>Equally Cursed and Blessed</em> by Catatonia - Rock - Second favourite Catatonia album, features Londinium (banger).</p>

<p><em>Strange Glue</em> by Catatonia - Alt rock - The B-side is <em>That’s All Folks</em> which is my favourite Catatonia song, and it wasn’t available on Spotify until recently so I was thrilled to find this single.</p>

<p><em>Discovery</em> by Daft Punk - French house/electro-funk - Uncontroversially one of the best albums ever, and I am a huge fan of <em>Interstella 555: The 5story of the 5ecret 5tar 5ystem</em> (have seen it in cinemas!).</p>

<p><em>Human After All</em> by Daft Punk - Dance-rock - <em>Robot Rock</em> is here.</p>

<p><em>Maggot</em> by Dazey and the Scouts - Riot grrrl/punk rock/queercore - <strong>My favourite album of all time.</strong></p>

<p><em>…For the Whole World to See</em> by Death - Punk rock - A beautiful album and a piece of punk history.<img src="/assets/images/blog-pics/Maggot.jpg" alt="Maggot" /></p>

<p><em>Planet Her</em> by Doja Cat - Pop/hip-hop/R&amp;B - Nice background music for hangouts.</p>

<p><em>Deleted Scenes from the Cutting Room Floor</em> by Caro Emerald - Electro-swing - I was a massive electro-swing fan as a kid so picked this up for nostalgia reasons.</p>

<p><em>The Secret to Life</em> by Fizz - Indie pop - Got it for Orla Gartland, but a couple of really good songs on here esp. <em>High in Brighton</em>.</p>

<p><em>Yoshimi Battles the Pink Robots</em> by The Flaming Lips - Neo-psychedelia/space rock - Historic, cool as hell and pleasant to listen to.</p>

<p><em>The Very Best of Fleetwood Mac</em> by Fleetwood Mac - Rock - Is there any question as to why Fleetwood Mac belongs on every CD rack in the world? They lasted for four decades. Objectively they are good.</p>

<p><em>Woman on the Internet</em> by Orla Gartland - Indie pop - Formative album for me, extremely yummy stuff. Caught covid at the show, still worth it.<img src="/assets/images/blog-pics/woman-on-the-internet.jpg" alt="Woman On The Internet" /></p>

<p><em>Live Through This</em> by Hole - Alt rock/grunge/punk rock - I was recommended this by my neglectful ex-girlfriend which I believe is the intended listening experience.</p>

<p><em>Hozier</em> by Hozier - Blues/soul/indie rock - Legendary charity shop pull, truly excellent album and great background music.</p>

<p><em>Razzmatazz</em> by I Don’t Know How But They Found Me - Indie pop/new wave/pop rock - Another sixth form obsession turned pretty decent album, well worth a listen.</p>

<p><em>Slippery When Wet</em> by Bon Jovi - Glam metal - Truly exceptional album, formative to my music taste.</p>

<p><em>Diva</em> by Annie Lennox - Pop/soul - Picked this up in a charity shop for <em>Walking on Broken Glass</em>.</p>

<p><em>Special</em> by Lizzo - Pop/funk/disco - Really solid pop album.</p>

<p><em>Galore</em> by Kirsty MacColl - Only purchased for <em>There’s a Guy Works Down the Chip Shop Swears He’s Elvis</em> but I have to put some respect on her name because she died heroically saving her son from a speedboat accident.<img src="/assets/images/blog-pics/black-holes.jpg" alt="Black Holes and Revelations" /></p>

<p><em>Showbiz</em> by Muse - Alt rock/hard rock - I don’t even like this one but my parents have all the Muse albums except <em>The 2nd Law</em> for some reason so I’ve inherited them.</p>

<p><em>Origin of Symmetry</em> by Muse - Alt rock/prog rock - Quite a few standout singles here like <em>Plug In Baby</em> and <em>New Born</em>/</p>

<p><em>Absolution</em> by Muse - Alt rock/prog rock - Don’t like this one as much.</p>

<p><em>Black Holes and Revelations</em> by Muse - Alt rock/prog rock/hard rock - My favourite Muse album, just banger after banger, no notes.</p>

<p><em>The Resistance</em> by Muse - Alt rock/art rock - Eh, not my thing, but objectively a pretty solid album. <em>MK Ultra</em> is a favourite.</p>

<p><em>Drones</em> by Muse - Alt rock/prog rock/hard rock - The first one I remember the release of. Relatively good.</p>

<p><em>Simulation Theory</em> by Muse - Electronic rock/new wave - Man, I want to hate this but I went to the stadium tour and it was the best gig I’ve ever seen so I can’t. It’s so earnest, it feels like kicking a puppy…<img src="/assets/images/blog-pics/danger-days.jpg" alt="Danger Days" /></p>

<p><em>Will of the People</em> by Muse - Alt rock/glam rock - Matt says it’s a “greatest hits album of new songs” and I can’t help but agree - it’s pure distilled Muse.</p>

<p><em>I Brought You My Bullets, You Brought Me Your Love</em> by My Chemical Romance - Post-hardcore/emo/punk rock - We’re free of Muse but at what cost… I love how raw this is.</p>

<p><em>Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge</em> by My Chemical Romance - Emo/alt rock/pop-punk - Probably my least favourite MCR album, but it’s still got many a banger.</p>

<p><em>The Black Parade</em> by My Chemical Romance - Emo/alt rock/pop-punk - Really solid, got to see the 2026 tour(!), one of the albums of all time, undeniably formative for a generation.</p>

<p><em>Danger Days: The True Lives of the Fabulous Killjoys</em> by My Chemical Romance - Alt rock/pop-punk/glam rock - I don’t care what anyone says, this is the best MCR album ever and every single song on it makes me want to drive a car off a cliff. I also have the deluxe edition but I won’t list it twice. Plus it’s not actually on my CD shelf since it doesn’t fit. <img src="/assets/images/blog-pics/fat-of-land.jpg" alt="The Fat of the Land" /></p>

<p><em>The Downward Spiral</em> by Nine Inch Nails - Industrial - There’s a post somewhere about someone listening to this album and thinking the bin lorry outside was part of the music. I can see that. It’s dope.</p>

<p><em>Supernova</em> by Nova Twins - Alt rock/punk rock - This album is good but I’m still on the hunt for <em>We Are The Girls</em>, which was better. Their new stuff is rubbish.</p>

<p><em>The Fat of the Land</em> by The Prodigy - Big beat/electropunk/techno - Another incredible album inherited from my mum. I adore it, it’s great for workouts.</p>

<p><em>Invaders Must Die</em> by The Prodigy - Big beat/new rave - This is a bit more mainstream but goddamnit I still love it. <em>Omen</em> is an all-timer.</p>

<p><em>The Rise and Fall of a Midwest Princess</em> by Chappell Roan - Synth-pop/alt-pop - I liked this before it was cool, OK? I’ve been obsessing over Chappell since the <em>Casual</em> music video. I broke out of hospital to see Chappell at Reading. It was worth it.</p>

<p><em>Scissor Sisters</em> by Scissor Sisters - Glam rock/nu-disco - <em>Take Your Mama</em> is a banger.<img src="/assets/images/blog-pics/midwest-princess.png" alt="The Rise and Fall of a Midwest Princess" /></p>

<p><em>Ta-Dah</em> by Scissor Sisters - Glam rock/pop rock - <em>I Don’t Feel Like Dancin’</em> and <em>I Can’t Decide</em> are bangers.</p>

<p><em>Night Work</em> by Scissor Sisters - Alt rock/glam rock - I don’t think I’ve even listened to this album. I don’t know why I have so much Scissor Sisters.</p>

<p><em>Kilroy Was Here</em> by Styx - Pop rock - Absolutely awesome album, if only for what it could have been.</p>

<p><em>Simply The Best</em> by Tina Turner - Pop/rock - Tina Turner is totally underrated in the rock afficionado crowd and everyone should watch Mad Max: Thunderdome.</p>

<p><em>Under the Crooked Moon</em> by The Hot Puppies - Rock(?) - Picked up in a charity shop. It’s fine.</p>

<p><em>Venom</em> by Wargasm - Nu metal/synth-punk - Sick album but Wargasm is best experienced live, I highly recommend their shows.</p>

<p><em>Highlights from Jeff Wayne’s Musical Version of the War of the Worlds</em> by Jeff Wane et al - Prog rock - An album I was raised on, and my dad before me. Genuinely incredible experience to listen to, and if you can find a video of the original musical watch that too. Don’t bother with the new versions. Jeff, if you’re reading this, time to let it die.</p>

<p><em>Once in a Lifetime: 40 Classic New Wave Hits</em> by various artists - what do you think - I just like new wave OK.</p>]]></content><author><name>blue</name></author><category term="Favourites" /><summary type="html"><![CDATA[This is… exactly what it says on the tin. A list of all the CDs I own, in alphabetical order by artist, with a little description of why I own them. Maybe you will find some music you’ve never heard but love! Or maybe you think I’m stupid and possibly insane. Regardless, it is here. Enjoy.]]></summary></entry><entry><title type="html">Blue’s Guide to the Internet</title><link href="https://bluescreen.ing/favourites/2026/07/28/blues-guide-to-the-internet/" rel="alternate" type="text/html" title="Blue’s Guide to the Internet" /><published>2026-07-28T00:00:00+00:00</published><updated>2026-07-28T00:00:00+00:00</updated><id>https://bluescreen.ing/favourites/2026/07/28/blues-guide-to-the-internet</id><content type="html" xml:base="https://bluescreen.ing/favourites/2026/07/28/blues-guide-to-the-internet/"><![CDATA[<p>Sick of the algorithmic internet? Wish a friend would just recommend you something fun to do? In this list, you’ll find my collection of all the cool stuff I’ve found online over the years. At the time of writing, all of these websites are active (or at least readable) and are universally awesome. They are presented in vague categories: Learning, Entertainment and YouTube. The three genders. Enjoy browsing!</p>

<h2 id="learning">Learning</h2>

<p>Sometimes, you can learn stuff on the internet. Some of these are actually really useful things that can teach you employable skills, and some of them will just give you a real advantage on one particular pub quiz one day. Nonetheless, all knowledge is good knowledge!</p>

<h3 id="interactive">Interactive</h3>

<p><a href="https://adventofcode.com/"><strong>Advent of Code</strong></a> - During Advent each year, daily programming challenges are released, getting harder each day. They can be played any time of year and you can set up a leaderboard to compete against your friends.</p>

<p><strong><a href="https://www.cut-the-knot.org/">Cut The Knot</a></strong> - A website full of mathematics interactives and puzzles to explain common concepts. The founder of the website, Alexander Bogomolny, passed away in 2018, and the Wolfram Foundation now stewards the site.</p>

<p><strong><a href="https://learngitbranching.js.org/">Learn Git Branching</a></strong> - An interactive tutorial explaining how to use Git for version control.</p>

<p><a href="https://nandgame.com/"><strong>Nand Game</strong></a> - Build a computer from scratch, learning about logic gates and various components along the way.</p>

<p><strong><a href="https://rosalind.info/problems/locations/">ROSALIND</a></strong> - A series of programming challenges intended to teach the user about bioinformatics and common pipelines therein, starting from a baseline of no programming experience. It focuses on Python but can be completed using any language.</p>

<p><a href="https://visdeurbel.nl/en/"><strong>Visdeurbel</strong></a> - In Utrecht, fish migrate upriver in the spring. However, a manually operated lock blocks their way. The solution? Have the entire internet watch a camera mounted on the lock, and ring the visdeurbel - the fish doorbell - when fish are present to have the lockkeeper open the door! The site also hosts a lot of educational content on migratory fish.</p>

<h3 id="static-knowledge-repositories">Static knowledge repositories</h3>

<p><a href="https://www.embroidery.rocksea.org/reference/picture-dictionary/"><strong>The Embroidery Stitch Picture Dictionary</strong></a> - A collection of pretty much every embroidery stitch, complete with pictures in case you don’t know the names and tutorials with videos and pictures.</p>

<p><a href="https://imgur.com/gallery/fukushima-nuclear-disaster-LZ1Fm"><strong>The Fukushima Disaster</strong></a> - An Imgur gallery detailing the story of the Fukushima Daichii nuclear power plant disaster. There used to be a (better) one about Chernobyl as well, but that got turned into a book and taken off the internet :(</p>

<p><a href="https://trilobites.info/"><strong>A Guide to the Orders of Trilobites</strong></a> - A very old website which remains perhaps the greatest resource on trilobites on the web, or maybe the Earth.  There’s a quiz, and a Facebook group where they post Trilobite Of The Month.</p>

<p><a href="https://www.fieggen.com/shoelace/index.htm"><strong>Ian’s Shoelace Site</strong></a> - Everything you could possibly ever want to know about shoelaces.</p>

<p><a href="https://www.wetroads.co.uk/"><strong>Wet Roads</strong></a> - A guide of every ford, watersplash and tidal road in the UK, rated on a 5 start system according to exactly how wet they are.</p>

<h2 id="entertainment">Entertainment</h2>

<p>Now for the fun stuff!</p>

<h3 id="art">Art</h3>

<p><a href="https://everynoise.com/engenremap.html"><strong>Every Noise at Once</strong></a> - A complete(!) list of every music genre in the world, as well as the artists who produce them. The guy who makes the project used to be in charge of Spotify’s genre system, but they laid him off and replaced him with AI which is why it’s now crap. ENaO is still awesome though!</p>

<p><a href="http://listen.hatnote.com/"><strong>Listen to Wikipedia</strong></a> - A site that shows real-time edits to Wikipedia, playing you a note for each edit.</p>

<p><a href="https://www.silversprocket.net/2020/05/02/pinky-and-pepper-forever-by-eddy-atoms-part-1-of-2/"><strong>Pinky and Pepper Forever</strong></a> - A graphic novel and webcomic by Eddy Atoms based on the short-lived mid-2010s line of toys called Pinkie Cooper and the Jet Set Pets. It is also about lesbian sex, bondage and suicide.</p>

<p><a href="https://www.welcomehomerestorationproject.net/entry"><strong>Welcome Home</strong></a> - An ongoing (as of 2025) horror ARG based around a 1970s puppet TV show, and a team excited to restore it from its status as lost media.</p>

<h3 id="personal-sites">Personal sites</h3>

<p><a href="https://www.fieggen.com/chris/index.htm"><strong>Chris Fieggen</strong></a> - A beautiful and fascinating account of the life of programmer Chris Fieggen, written by his son Ian (the guy who made the shoelace website).</p>

<h3 id="helpful-resources">“Helpful” resources</h3>

<p><a href="https://ddrfinder.andrew67.com/"><strong>DDR Finder</strong></a> - A map of Dance Dance Revolution machines and other rhythm games available to play in arcades across the world.</p>

<p><a href="https://crumblingstatue.github.io/FloweysTimeMachine/help.html"><strong>Flowey’s Time Machine</strong></a> - A website which allows you to create custom Undertale saves, for when you start to feel too guilty about the horrible things you’ve done.</p>

<h3 id="funny">Funny</h3>

<p><a href="https://deathgenerator.com/#gallery"><strong>The Death Generator</strong></a> - Allows you to substitute text from a number of iconic video game screens, for meme purposes.</p>

<p><a href="https://www.ex-astris-scientia.org/database/kirks_shirt.htm"><strong>Kirk Ripped Shirt Archive</strong></a> - A detailed archive of every time in Star Trek: The Original Series when Captain Kirk’s shirt is ripped, destroyed or otherwise removed. For manboob lovers everywhere.</p>

<h3 id="games">Games</h3>

<p><a href="https://decipher.wtf/"><strong>Decipher</strong></a> - A daily game where you have to guess letters and fill in a phrase.</p>

<p><a href="https://kidpix.app/"><strong>Kid Pix</strong></a> - A public domain, online version of the Kid Pix drawing software.</p>

<p><a href="https://neal.fun/"><strong>neal.fun</strong></a> - A collection of excellent web games by a guy called Neal. Includes Internet Roadtrip, Stimulation Clicker, The Password Game and many more.</p>

<p><a href="https://openguessr.com/"><strong>OpenGuessr</strong></a> - A free GeoGuessr alternative. Get placed somewhere on the world and guess where you are.</p>

<p><a href="https://www.parseword.com/"><strong>Parseword</strong></a> - Another game by the creator of Wordle. designed to teach you to play cryptic crosswords.</p>

<p><a href="https://tetr.io/"><strong>Tetr.io</strong></a> - Online Tetris, either singleplayer or multiplayer.</p>

<p><a href="https://timeguessr.com/"><strong>TimeGuessr</strong></a> - Another GeoGuessr alternative, except as well as working out where a picture was taken, you have to guess when.</p>

<p><a href="https://really.boring.website/"><strong>Really Boring Website</strong></a> - An online version of Scattergories, Pictionary and several other word games that you can play with your friends.</p>

<h2 id="youtube">YouTube</h2>

<p>I’m not linking all of these, you guys are perfectly capable of searching YouTube, but I think I do a better job than YouTube’s algorithm at finding stuff you actually want to watch.</p>

<h3 id="edutainment">Edutainment</h3>

<h4 id="documentaries">Documentaries</h4>

<p><strong>3Blue1Brown</strong> - Maths explained visually, great even for those who don’t necessarily get maths.</p>

<p><strong>Alexander the ok</strong> - Videos on the history of safety and engineering, made famous by his coverage of the OceanGate Titan incident.</p>

<p><strong>BobbyBroccoli</strong> - Feature-length documentaries on scientific malpractice, politics and controversies, explained for the everyman.</p>

<p><strong>Bright Sun Films/Bright Sun Travels</strong> - Excellent documentaries on the resort and holiday industry, with everything from histories of abandoned theme parks to cruise ship reviews.</p>

<p><strong>Defunctland</strong> - Documentaries on old, defunct theme park rides and surrounding topics including queuing and animatronic design.</p>

<p><strong>Folding Ideas</strong> - Documentaries that started out as film reviews and have morphed into high-quality coverage of scams and schemes of all sorts.</p>

<p><strong>Kid Leaves Stoop</strong> - Exactly 7 really cool videos on lost media and related media facts.</p>

<p><strong>MentourPilot</strong> - Documentaries on aircraft accidents, explained in a kind and informative way. Essentially cured my fear of flying as well as giving me a new appreciation for aerospace engineering and how safe planes are. He also runs a second channel called Mentour BlackBox which covers non-aviation disasters.</p>

<p><strong>NileRed</strong> - Long chemistry videos where he does silly things like extracting pure bismuth from PeptoBismol.</p>

<p><strong>Retro Game Mechanics Explained</strong> - Exactly what it says on the tin. Documentaries explaining how retro games work, right down to the memory level, with no expectation of any prior understanding.</p>

<p><strong>Summoning Salt</strong> - Documentaries on the history of speedrunning in various games.</p>

<h4 id="video-essays">Video essays</h4>

<p><strong>ContraPoints</strong> - Long video essays on the political and personal, ranging from incels and transphobia to Twilight and cringe culture.</p>

<p><strong>HBomberGuy</strong> - Long-form video essays on topics including game design, the culture surrounding video games and making fun of right-wing morons.</p>

<p><strong>Jacob Geller</strong> - On video games as an art form - really putting the essay in video essay.</p>

<p><strong>Scruffy</strong> - Well-animated video essays on the techniques behind video game music.</p>

<p><strong>Skip Intro</strong> - Video essays on the ways that media intersects with politics and acts as propaganda in some cases.</p>

<p><strong>Tantacrul</strong> - Video essays on composition, software design and composition software design. If you’ve ever been personally victimised by Sibelius, this guy’s for you!</p>

<h4 id="shorter-videos">Shorter videos</h4>

<p><strong>Caitlin Doughty</strong> - Known for her series Ask A Mortician, Caitlin explores topics surrounding death and the funeral industry with humour and compassion.</p>

<p><strong>Camwing</strong> - Video essays on gaming and animation techniques.</p>

<p><strong>f4mi</strong> - Investigative videos on a range of computer-adjacent topics.</p>

<p><strong>Hunter R.</strong> - Extremely well-made and in-depth videos on the technicalities of the Animal Crossing games. No, I’ve never played an Animal Crossing game, but these videos are too good to miss!</p>

<p><strong>LTRtrains</strong> - Fun and short clips about the inner workings of British trains.</p>

<p><strong>Luke O’Sullivan</strong> - The odd and the interesting. Short videos on random stuff that caught his interest, and which will interest you too.</p>

<p><strong>Synthet</strong> - Short-form, cute content on the history of sampling and basic music theory.</p>

<p><strong>TomScott</strong> - Miniature documentaries on interesting stuff of all varieties. While he’s not running his main series anymore, there’s a massive backlog to watch through and he’s doing a new series about interesting things in specific counties of the UK.</p>

<h3 id="entertainment-1">Entertainment</h3>

<p><strong>Daily Dose of Internet</strong> - Frequent clip videos with all the funny and cool stuff that’s sweeping the internet at any given time. Clickbait video titles are always followed up in the first clip.</p>

<p><strong>FERMATA STUDIO</strong> - Really good 3D animations of various comically fast situations.</p>

<p><strong>Neil Cicierega</strong> - If you’ve ever found something funny online, odds are this guy made it. Plenty of other undiscovered bangers on his channel too.</p>

<p><strong>Roffle</strong> - Potentially the world’s most relaxing gameplay videos - largely Balatro.</p>

<p><strong>SnapCube</strong> - Penny posts excellent gameplay videos and also runs a comedy skit series called RealTime Fandubs, most famous for their blind improv dub of Sonic Adventure 2.</p>

<p><strong>11footplus8</strong> - Clips from a livestream covering a bridge which is slightly too low for most trucks to get under.</p>

<h3 id="art-1">Art</h3>

<p><strong>Dead Sound</strong> - Really cool 3D animations about dinosaurs, dystopias and everything in between.</p>

<p><strong>Louie Zong</strong> - Lots and lots of excellent music, drawing and animation including multiple top-tier concept albums.</p>

<p><strong>Scruffy</strong> - Inventive covers of various music from video games, as well as some original music.</p>

<p><strong>Sim Gretina</strong> - While they’re not uploading anymore, this channel hosts an amazing discography of future funk and electro-swing, both covers and compositions.</p>

<p><strong>Vewn</strong> - Deep-cutting and touching animations about life under late-stage capitalism.</p>

<p>And that’s that! I hope you found something you liked! If you found something you think I would find cool, or one of these sites particularly made you smile, please do let me know at the email address below!</p>]]></content><author><name>blue</name></author><category term="Favourites" /><summary type="html"><![CDATA[Sick of the algorithmic internet? Wish a friend would just recommend you something fun to do? In this list, you’ll find my collection of all the cool stuff I’ve found online over the years. At the time of writing, all of these websites are active (or at least readable) and are universally awesome. They are presented in vague categories: Learning, Entertainment and YouTube. The three genders. Enjoy browsing!]]></summary></entry><entry><title type="html">Finding Cool Clothes</title><link href="https://bluescreen.ing/how-to/2026/07/28/finding-cool-clothes/" rel="alternate" type="text/html" title="Finding Cool Clothes" /><published>2026-07-28T00:00:00+00:00</published><updated>2026-07-28T00:00:00+00:00</updated><id>https://bluescreen.ing/how-to/2026/07/28/finding-cool-clothes</id><content type="html" xml:base="https://bluescreen.ing/how-to/2026/07/28/finding-cool-clothes/"><![CDATA[<p>In the distant future year of 2026, a dark apocalypse has come to pass. Every shop has got the same fugly clothes and there’s nowhere to find nice stuff to wear! Anything good inevitably falls apart in ten seconds, or requires you to remortgage your house to buy! But never fear, I am here with some tips on how to hunt down clothes that you actually want to wear. Fair warning, most of the ideas in this article will be on butch clothing, and may be UK-centric, but I’ll try to include universal ideas that will work anywhere and for anyone.</p>

<ul>
  <li>Try the charity shop/thrift store</li>
</ul>

<p>Yeah, I know, this one is overdone and all, but it really is worthwhile! If you’ve been out of luck with your local charity shop, you might have better luck by travelling to a different neighbourhood. Rich neighbourhoods have people who donate higher-quality stuff, and quiet neighbourhoods have old people who pass away and leave behind items they loved enough to keep. In my local village shop, I’ve found designer dresses, high quality jeans, great footwear and leather jackets for less than £5 each. Some visits are going to be busts, but if you hit the charity shops near you every week, it won’t be long until you find something you love.</p>

<ul>
  <li>Keep a list of brands you like</li>
</ul>

<p>This one is also pretty obvious but there’s a strategy to it that I feel not everyone is savvy to. Whenever you spot clothes you do like, write down the brand even if it’s out of your budget. There are several benefits to this list. When you go shopping, you can only visit shops that might have clothes you like and save time. When you’re browsing Vinted or eBay, you have a collection of brands to narrow your search down with. On your birthday, you can give relatives a list of places that you would love a gift card for. You can frequent the websites of your brands or join their mailing lists to grab stuff on sale. I know, I hate being loyal to a brand too, but this is a useful way of narrowing down the daunting task of shopping for clothes, and also helps you avoid advertising because you go in knowing what you want.</p>

<ul>
  <li>Befriend transgender people</li>
</ul>

<p>This one sounds a bit silly, but it’s true! When people transition, they often end up with a whole wardrobe of clothes attached to bad memories or that just don’t fit them anymore. My favourite dress, bikini and button-down shirt came from two of my friends’ pre-transition wardrobes. Ask your transgender friends if you can snoop through their wardrobes, or keep an eye out for your local trans support group as they often run clothing swaps or sales.</p>

<ul>
  <li>Befriend your parents/relatives</li>
</ul>

<p>Also difficult to do in some cases, but if you’re lucky you may find that your parents have an old stash of clothes from when they were younger that they don’t like anymore (or that doesn’t fit). My mum was kind enough to bestow upon me some beautiful tops from the ’90s, one of which she modified herself. Dads are often great sources of band tees, and maybe mums too, but mine threw all hers out because she’s lame.</p>

<ul>
  <li>Learn to modify clothes</li>
</ul>

<p>I hope to have a few tutorials up on this site about clothing modification in the near future, but clothing modification is easier and more fun than you might think. You don’t even need to know how to sew! If you can find some dark-coloured basic clothes in a charity shop that already fit you, you can try painting on them using bleach to lighten the pigment for a punk-rock look. You can also mix regular acrylic paint 1:1 with something called fabric medium (you can get it from Hobbycraft) and paint on your clothes - just make sure to iron it before sticking it in the wash! Cut the sleeves off T-shirts or turn ugly jeans into uglier jorts! The world is your oyster! Once you’ve gained some confidence, you could try some basic sewing modifications. One thing I like to do is put eyelets in everything for no reason. It’s also really easy to put studs in things, it turns out.</p>

<p>That’s all for now. I hope this list gave you some ideas for how to find stylish clothes that you love!</p>]]></content><author><name>blue</name></author><category term="How-To" /><summary type="html"><![CDATA[In the distant future year of 2026, a dark apocalypse has come to pass. Every shop has got the same fugly clothes and there’s nowhere to find nice stuff to wear! Anything good inevitably falls apart in ten seconds, or requires you to remortgage your house to buy! But never fear, I am here with some tips on how to hunt down clothes that you actually want to wear. Fair warning, most of the ideas in this article will be on butch clothing, and may be UK-centric, but I’ll try to include universal ideas that will work anywhere and for anyone.]]></summary></entry><entry><title type="html">Body Double by Hanna Johansson</title><link href="https://bluescreen.ing/reviews/2026/07/28/body-double/" rel="alternate" type="text/html" title="Body Double by Hanna Johansson" /><published>2026-07-28T00:00:00+00:00</published><updated>2026-07-28T00:00:00+00:00</updated><id>https://bluescreen.ing/reviews/2026/07/28/body-double</id><content type="html" xml:base="https://bluescreen.ing/reviews/2026/07/28/body-double/"><![CDATA[<p><em>Body Double</em> is a carefully-crafted psychological thriller, centering themes of observation, obsession and identity. I read the English translation by Kira Josefsson in a single evening - something I haven’t done in years! - and it’s a technical masterpiece and a credit to the author. I rated it 4.5 stars, because while I didn’t really connect to the book, I feel like I have to give a nod to Johansson’s literary prowess.</p>

<blockquote>
  <p>She sees that Laura has been eating grapes. Their skeleton is in the sink.<img src="/assets/images/blog-pics/body-double.jpg" alt="Cover of Body Double." /></p>
</blockquote>

<p>Naomi, a self-obsessed yet insecure secretary, runs into Laura when the two women accidentally swap coats at a department store cafe. Laura is opaque by all means, but shows an interest in Naomi, and that’s enough for Naomi to have her move in. But over time, Laura starts to resemble Naomi, and their budding relationship gets stranger. In the same city, a young woman works as a transcriber for a mysterious ghostwriter who writes autobiographies. She listens to people’s recorded tapes about their lives, and writes down what they say before delivering the transcripts to the ghostwriter, following the same routine each week. After she hears something strange on one of the tapes, however, her routine begins to disintegrate and she herself starts to disappear.</p>

<p>You’d think it’s not possible to write a novel that is essentially 200 pages of bored women going for coffee and have it be even slightly suspenseful, but Johansson pulls it off with great technical precision. Many reviewers describe the novel as Hitchcockian and they’re not wrong! The tension doesn’t let up for a moment. Every word feels deliciously unsettling, and the kaleidoscopic, reality-bending prose doesn’t give you a single place to rest or catch your breath. It’s simply written but that just means that the occasional odd turn of phrase hits you like a truck every single time. Characters move through their daily routines, punctuated by <em>Groundhog Day</em>-esque memorable moments whose relevance is not, and may never become, obvious. There’s a lot of introspection but the women - relatably - struggle to come to conclusions about themselves, just as the perspective that the book is currently using is (intentionally) not always clear. The whole experience leaves the reader paranoid and jumping at metaphorical shadows.</p>

<p>Was this an enjoyable experience for me? No, not really! But by God, did I get the perfectly crafted emotional experience that the author intended me to have. I was unable to put the book down for hours, and one I finished, I read this <a href="https://chireviewofbooks.com/2026/04/08/body-double-hanna-johansson/">interview with Johansson</a> by Elisa Shoenberger in the Chicaco Review of Books. I was both furious and delighted to find out that everything I’d felt during my read was exactly what the author wanted - I’d been played like a fiddle! I’d highly recommend this book to anyone who likes to think hard while they read, and who enjoys creepy tension and introspection in their books. It’s just delicious.</p>]]></content><author><name>blue</name></author><category term="Reviews" /><summary type="html"><![CDATA[Body Double is a carefully-crafted psychological thriller, centering themes of observation, obsession and identity. I read the English translation by Kira Josefsson in a single evening - something I haven’t done in years! - and it’s a technical masterpiece and a credit to the author. I rated it 4.5 stars, because while I didn’t really connect to the book, I feel like I have to give a nod to Johansson’s literary prowess.]]></summary></entry></feed>